Are there any malicious things besides making those who we love get sad and crumbled?

I feel merry this morning, I feel sorrow this afternoon.

I’m stuck. I fall to pieces.

I’m sorry… with all my ripping remaining senses. If words could kill, then I’d be dying by now, covered in fishy-smelled blood all over, inviting ants and flies to have some bloody hell party to welcoming my doom.

Though I remain silence here. Truth can always see aperture within thick walls, can always smell scent within scentless phases. All I need is to wait for a hero inside me to rise up the sleeping pride and hidden bravery of mine to stand, to fight and to win this battle; me versus me.

Deeply sorry dear[s], deeply sorry. I got crushed down now, I really don’t know what to say or to do. Million times I’ve been kissed by realities like this, billion times I’ve been trapped with rough truths and feathery lies dancing nakedly around me with sneering lips while they’re waiting for me to swing my bare hand and catch one of them with my eyes closed.


–> Besarnya kekuatan PMS nih, pengen nangis melulu bawaannya sekarang. Padahal ngga sampe 12 jam yang lalu pengen melompat kegirangan melulu tiap menjejakkan langkah. Hhh…



8 thoughts on “Mourning.

  1. met morning wed wed

    inggrismu agak2 susah dicerna
    tulisan ini maksutnya apa ya wed..?

    hei.. aku punya uzi yang diatas
    aku pajang didinding kamarku skr
    tapi ga ada darahnya
    (biasanya yg ada darahnya itu pisau, pedang, bukan pistol) ^__^
    tapi keren gambarnya

  2. Intinya…. Aku bikin sedih dan hancur orang yang aku sayang banget bang. Sedihnya minta ampun. I cried my tears all night long, I couldn't sleep well last night. Tapi emang aku udah sadar dari awal kalo hal ini bakal timbul. di blog aku yang judulnya “Khatam”. Now I can finally seize it, bener2 udah datang waktunya

    🙂 [a bit segmented ya bang. Sorry…]

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